Dreams

Very rarely do I recall my dreams, sometimes I even question if I dream in sleep as others do so this dream is the most recent I have been able to remember. It begins on a beach; I am with my son, his father, Kendall and my father, Anthony. On the beach, my son and Kendall are making a sand castle, they seem happy but have not noticed me. I am further back, looking on and crying. My father notices, comes over and holds me, which is when I see myself as an 8 year old. Here I do not know if my memory fails me or if the dream is simply incomplete but the next thing I remember is being at home. This is the home I lived with my father, sister, and stepmother, Nicole. In this part of the dream, I still look like myself when I was about 8. I am at the house with my father playing a racing play station game. There is an array of snacks on the dining room table, like popcorn, Doritos, brownies, chocolate covered raisins, paydays, snickers, every juice and pop known to man. It was like something out of a movie. My dad and I were just having a typical junk food, chill out day, which was typical for us. I beat him in the game a few times when I noticed Nicole walks in with my sister and mother. It is odd to me that they are all together but I never too much cared for Nicole so I turn back to the game. Next, I hear loud popping sounds, feel burning holes in my body; I have been shot. It takes me a few minutes to die, and consequently fade out of the dream. During that time, I don’t hear anything though there is commotion.

According to dreammoods.com, to dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. Consider the state of the ocean, whether it is calm, pleasant, forbidding, etc. To dream that you are looking toward the beach suggests that you are returning to what is familiar to you. Alternatively, you may be adapting or accepting to the changes and circumstances in your life. To dream...