I feel it is time for me to tell you how I feel and it is not going to be easy. I love you so much and I want to spend to rest of my life with you but I think you don’t see our relationship in the same light you always tell me I’m not fair and that is not true I am fair I have done my dirt but you are always doing me dirty like when we were in NY why did you call those girls or that one girl from long island I know you had to meet up with her at the bar because mike went his separate way to meet up with his other girl you don’t respect me enough to stop cheating in any form which is phone calls, seeing them and even texting them I do not and I repeat I do not want to be with you any more your right I am not wearing my ring because I feel you are so fake with it you want your cake and eat it to and I am not for that I do not trust you at all and I think I will never ever be able to trust you I feel like us buying a house together is not a good look at all I don’t want to be with someone that keeps looking for someone else just to play with or joke with I flirt but I keep my number to myself when we go to NY I do not contact old flames or anything because I thought you where my last stop on this roller coaster I call my life, but you just keep looking for someone else to play with and I’m not for that I keep thinking you still doing you with whoever and your phone and I are always going to have problems because you just keep this things you call flirting going on and on and I don’t like that if I am all you need why you need to hear another females voice on the phone or look for others girls I should b all you need because that is how I feel about you.
But you just don’t respect me or love me enough to stop wanting those other females. I want to marry you but you are not ready for that or a one man and one woman relationships I need that in a person and you chose not to give me that.
I feel a man should only have eyes for his wife or his 9-10year...
