Conflict

Broken Promises

I have trusted a lot of people in my past, her I am today I don’t trust anyone. I have been betrayed over numerous times and I just gave up on trusting people. Being able to not trust my own family members I feel is an awful thing but they have drove me to not trust them. They prove to me they are not trust-worthy. It hurts to even tell someone this but it is just the way it is and they ruin it for themselves. It is not that I do not love them but I do not trust them. Once anyone has showed me they are not trust worthy I do not give them my trust again.

I have shared everything personal to my darkest secrets with my cousin Char’nae because I trusted her she was such a good listener, supporter, and she gave me great advice. She kept me strong and positive. She never judged me. We talked about all types of problems we had in our life and we both made promises to each other we would never tell anyone each other personal business. It was between her and I and we both understood that it was made very clear. We said if either of us was to break that promise there would never be trust between us again. She broke her promise to me. There was no misunderstanding she knew that discussing my secrets would break my trust. How could she ever cross me? She betrayed me and it hurt me so deeply. I do not understand how a person can say they would never do that to you but end up doing it. She caused all of this and I will never forgive her. When someone betrays you how do you forgive ? How do you work it out? I feel like people do not deserve second chances because they will do it again. My personality style is I laugh it off I ignore the problem. It helps me to not get so upset. I never talked to her I completely cut her off. I did not want to give her chance to explain herself. She is untrustworthy. I had trust issues because one of my friends broke my trust and I do not tolerate untrustworthy people. I was not satisfied with the outcome of this situation...