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When you have love, true love does it ever fade away? Does the pain of that person ever go away? Do you ever fully get yourself back when that person leaves? Question after question I think; I think about the time where you would hold me so close that I wouldn’t be able to breathe or that time where you wouldn’t touch me because of our fights. But then again you think, did that person love me as much as I loved them? Did they invest themselves into me just as much as I did to them? I’ll never fully know. But what I do know is that I’m still going to grow. Grow stronger and stronger each day that he’s gone. What I just don’t understand is that what could I have changed? What can you do when the one person you love truly just gets up and walks away? The way you were just gets me every time. I saw you at your worst and still thought you were the best person I’ve ever seen. Saw you at your best and never been happier with life. Saw you cry yourself to sleep after your great grandma passed away, when you were fighting depression and still thought you shinned brighter then the sun did on its best days. Saw you cry yourself to sleep night after night when your mom kicked you out. When you thought I was leaving forever. And then when I told you it was over. When I walked right out of your life. You fought for me like no one ever did, but you also gave up faster then anyone ever has. But that’s okay it was what had to be done. You just don’t understand though and you might not ever understand. Will the pain I gave you ever fade away? Because I sure the hell hope so… The pain you gave me still doesn’t go away. That feeling I get when your name ends up on my phone, the feeling I get when I see you. Damn, I can’t even explain to you how hard that is… How much it hurts. Have a knife stabbed into your stomach over and over again that’s the feeling I get when I see you or your name. Do you know how that even feels? Can you even explain to me that feeling? You took everything from...