Submitted by: Submitted by ftlaudgraves
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Category: Spirituality
Date Submitted: 09/10/2012 07:05 AM
I must admit that taking a class on Theology scared me to death. I am person who
grew up around the church in a very minimal manner. My mom was divorced when I was
2 years old and the man she remarried, my step father, was against all religion. He had
studied to be a Catholic Priest for a good long while and just decided to change his life
and leave the church. So religious talk was really forbidden in our home. In fact, church
on Sunday consisted of my mom taking my brother and I by herself to her church, a
church she belonged to since the age of 13. We always showed up late for service and
never went to Sunday school. She was in the choir, so that left me to sneak down to the
front row, where I was required by her to sit, and try to make it not look obvious, while
she slipped into the choir chairs. I hated it. It still brings feelings of anxiety to me 30
years later. I felt anxious and watched. I was a very shy girl and it did nothing to help
that situation at all.
With that being said, I really didn’t retain much of what the pastor said. I was to
busy fighting back tears and trying to look inconspicuous. It was a great church.
Wonderful people and a very happy, lively pastor. We sung hymns and prayed and had
people give testimony but really, I learned a very minimal amount. It was something we
didn’t talk about afterwards because of my stepfather. This theology class has really
opened my eyes to questions I have had over the years about specific bible facts. It
helped piece together the web of basics I had in my head. I really love the thought of the
personal testimonies and the importance of them in sharing the gospel. I also am
intrigued at the thought of being a Christian and if it matters how they live their life.
Lastly, I have several ideas on how local church’s can do a better job in communicating
God’s...