It Hurts

“It hurts. It hurts so much to know, that the one you trusted so much, the one you loved so much, the one you cared so much for, is not entirely honest with you, and the fact that you learned this from someone else even makes it worse.”

Prologue

Hi! I’m Jc Rodriguez, 16 years old, and well studying at a special school wherein rumored to be very strict and high class. I’m pretty normal, not pretty and not a genius either.

Every day has been fun for me. It was normal yet wonderful. I always spend my time with my friend, Beatrice Santos. She’s sweet, kind, and thoughtful. She was 18, and her boyfriend, Paul Romero is 22. She sings for me and I do too, for her… But, I had to leave her and I had no choice…

More than a month has passed and I did not have the opportunity to be with her or even call her. I’ve been too busy with work and she, well, might have been busy too. I tried to go online sometimes, hoping to catch her online too, but I failed. I saw one of her diaries (which she posts online, well I do too) but then there was something that caught my attention. She’s hurt. I know very well that she is, and that guy was the reason. That’s right, they broke up. I know very well that this is very hard for her to accept. They have been together for almost 2 years and… Even I didn’t expect this.

I tried messaging her, mailed, but she’s did not respond. It made me very worried. After about a week, I saw her reply: “I’m not ready to open up, I’m sorry…”

Another month has passed. After working, I came back. Well, I mean in the cyber world. I have been online everyday again. And I saw her. This was my chance to actually talk to her. She invited me to Voxli [A/N: Voxli is a site wherein you contact other people and hear their voices.], and there we talked.

She opened up and told me everything and that she’s trying to move on but still hurt. She even admitted to me that ever since they broke up, tons of suitors have confessed to her but she did not answer any one of...