No Marshmallows, Just Term Papers
Three Words, Eight Letters, If I say it, Will I be yours?
"Our story has three parts; a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold. I still can't belive that ours didn't go on forever."
I closed the book entitled "Dear John". This quote is an excerpt from that book.
A quote that made me reminisce about my past.
A past I want to forget, but can't.
Falling in love.
Its not always a happily-ever-after story.
Most of the time, it's just one of those once-upon-a-time's.
Sometimes we have to give up wonderful things just to make everything alright.
We have to bleed alone for somebody to smile.
We need to let those tears flow just to save the tears of others.
We have to break our hearts to fill somebody else emptiness..
And there are times were we have to give up our own hapiness just to rescue someone else burden..
There's no justice in love..
It was never fair..
AND IT WILL NEVER BE.
I once asked myself..
If an existence without me is such a fearful one, why did he leave me to live an existence without him?
I haven't moved on..
I can't move on..
And I know.. Deep inside..
I don't want to move on.
"People come, and people go. They'll drift in and out of your life. Almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover the characters have said their story and you start up again with another book complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones in the past."--The rescue. Nicholas Sparks.
I believe that we have said our story. And there won't be any new chapters in our book. Because he left me. He left me to live an existence without him.
Will I continue living this devastating life full of disappointments, sadness, regret and pain?
Will I close our book and start with a new one? A new character and a new adventure?
"Three words, Eight letters, If I say...