Essay: I Wanted to Do but I Could Not Do

I have always wanted to do, but I have not done because I haven't had the chance to do it or were afraid or worried.

Everyone’s wish would not a success. I am not an exception. There might be many reasons such as time, and etc. Even though I have tried many ways, I could not achieve my wish because of time, fear, (afraid) and worries. My wish was (is) to become muscular. The reason I wanted to become muscular was I was very slim and dresses did not fit for me. Therefore, I was not physically fit and strength. I have planned since 2009. Most of my friends said that you seem alright. There are many ways to increase the (body) weight. I tried a couple of ways, but all were a failure.

While I was studying Advanced level, I was worrying about my (body) weight. I wanted to study and could not concentrate on my wish. So, I decided to become a muscular after the Advanced level exam. I completed exams in August, 2008 after (Then) I moved to Kandy which is a capital of the central province. I made a friend in Kandy where I told about my wish to my friend. He told me (that) “If you go to the gym, you will be able to gain the weight”. I found a gym and joined. I started to do exercise regularly and instructors encouraged me well. They told me (that) “I was also very slim before and I have gained weight (so) if you follow at least two years, you will become a muscular”. At that time, I felt very happy. As they told me, I went to the gym three months and could see the different. Even though I was very (so) excited and eager to continue the gym, (but) I got university admission for my undergraduate. I had to stop the gym and wanted to go to another province. Although I was so sad, (but) I thought, I could (can) continue the gym in University. Unfortunately, the university did not have the gym and there were not any gym centers near to me. (In that province, there were couples of gym centers, but very far from the university. I wanted to...