Reminiscing the Past

“Reminiscing the Time when I Still Have Him”

Going back to the house where we lived is all I can do now, to imagine the picture inside, the people, the things, trees and plants outside only few remains now they all disappeared together with the time that has gone by.

I wish I could walk one more time on its surroundings and go inside sit in a chair and sleep in our room that I miss so much. I wish I could sit with him one more time, hug him tight and say that I love him so much and that I miss him so much right now.

I wish I can hear him talk and laugh once more, I can barely remember his voice but his figure is much clearer than before. His face is in my wallet that whenever I open it tears gushed on my face, but not so much now.

What can I give just to bring back the time? What can I offer just to see his smile? Truly, time is the most precious thing you should not waste.

I want my old life back when I still have everything. I want our house that had protect me from any harm, my sister who I used to play with and have her hug that is so warm, my brothers who used to hug each other

Finally, my father who taught me incredible lessons, who first love me more than any man do, who brought me into this world and left me without any word.