Vulnerability in Humans

When do I feel the most vulnerable?

When are you most scared? Maybe of the dark when you were little or just a little spider in the garden. I am a very vulnerable person in many ways. As a person I am completely sensitive when I’m dealing with relationships, both with my boyfriend or friends and obviously with my family members. I am very vulnerable in the way that I take things too personal, which is something that constantly gets to me in a bad way.

One of the things that I am most vulnerable I when people talk trash about me or give me a bad look I instantly take it personal. Sometimes I think, maybe he or she is just having a bad day. At the same time I always feel those comments and bad looks where about me. I can get really paranoid in the sense that I get in a very aggressive mood with everyone when they didn’t even do anything.

Many people tell me all the time that they aren’t talking about me and that I take things too seriously. I hate it when I hear that because that’s something that I constantly try to change and I just can’t change that defect that I have. I am very conscious that this pattern that I have can cause me many problems in the future, with my future husband, at work, etc. I really never really tried of just forgetting about what people think about me, either in a negative way or a positive way I always take it very personal.

In conclusion I clearly feel the most vulnerable when it comes to other people giving opinions about me. I always try to change this about me but there is always something that doesn’t give me the opportunity to change it.

I’m in a strange world

Here I am, standing and looking to what’s surrounding me. What kind of species is this? As I started walking through a very solid ground observing all of this weird behavior I called the Captain Gap. I asked the captain about what species was I in front of, he said, “What you are looking at are humans”. Humans? What are they? My mission is to...